Calm Before the Storm
It happens tomorrow. I am strangely serene. Perhaps after dreaming about this for years and actively planning and fretting and hyperventilating over this for months on end I have actually reached the end of my capacity for anxiety. I am all worried out. I've done everything I can do to prepare for this. There's nothing left but to get up tomorrow morning, put my suit on, walk in there and do what I can to convince the assessors that this is what I'm meant to do with my life, and that they should let me do it. We'll see how it goes.