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Ok I really cant type much right now but basically, I made a huge huge huge realization when someone said something very simple to me. There are some people I act like myself around, and sometimes, I even push these people away by acting too distrusting, and I usually tell myself to "do whatever it is you did before to bring them back", and it works, I didnt realize it was trust though. So after I found this out a little while ago, I kept thinking "be more trusting" and for all the people I talked to after that there was a lot more harmony and I acted a lot more normal (aka I acted how I wanted to act.).
lately felt like I wasnt materializing who I was, now see why. I give many symptoms of a distrusting person.
Distrust can come across as holstility and discomfort a lot of the time. This is good that I finally recognize it and can stop thinking about this.
got first migrane if ignored you today because eyes hurt to move. Did I get that across as quick and short as possible, I hope so.
It feels so good when you have a tension headache and something manages to get rid of them, it reminds you how it feels to be able to think normally...it feels so bright and new, like a luxury. drugs dont help these headache tho most of time just explain why I say I have them for month that is why.
lately felt like I wasnt materializing who I was, now see why. I give many symptoms of a distrusting person.
Distrust can come across as holstility and discomfort a lot of the time. This is good that I finally recognize it and can stop thinking about this.
got first migrane if ignored you today because eyes hurt to move. Did I get that across as quick and short as possible, I hope so.
It feels so good when you have a tension headache and something manages to get rid of them, it reminds you how it feels to be able to think normally...it feels so bright and new, like a luxury. drugs dont help these headache tho most of time just explain why I say I have them for month that is why.