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im bored and its 11:30 at night so what else is there to do but update the old LJ??? So this weekend was crazy. Nathan decided he didnt want to be with me anymore and that im holding him back and he cant be the person he wants to be when he is with me because im always stopping him. So 1 month ago he brought me a 3 stone diamond ring and now this. He came crawling back to me after all the lies and the sex with other girls and i took him back only for him to relieze he doesnt want to do it anymore. Oh well Im over it. Im not going to waste anymore time on someone who doesnt love and want me as much as i love and want them. I was without him before and I know I can do it again, its better this way.
So friday night I hung out with my baby cousin and Melissa for a while because I was really upset and depressed cause of Nathan so the baby always makes me feel better :) At night Amanda brought me to this Frank kids house for his going away party. Gorgeous house, big ass party. Had a good time. We went to leave at like midnight but then some kid convinced us to stay and luckily we did... around 1 I saw this kid at the party that I graduated with and we started talking and I met some of his friends he was with. One in particular was this kid steve who graduated from Macomb Christin back in 02 and lives around the corner from me. So yea he was completely wasted so I didnt think any of them would remember so i just forgot about it. But I ended up hearing from him the next day :) He has a Yamaha R6 bike and invited me to go for a ride but we couldnt work it out so that sucked but oh well.
Saturday during the day was my sisters 11th bday party at Great Skate so I went there then about 10 little girls came back here and stayed the night so that was interesting. Saturday night me and Amanda went to our friend Shanes house for this huge ass bonfire he was having. It was about 50 Mott kids and us 2 lol. We go up to Shane to say goodbye and who runs up to him to hug him? Jessica Carter. Can I please get the fuck away from that girl for like 2 seconds lol. Me and Amanda were cracking up because we cannot seem to go anywhere without running into that damn girl. So we left there and headed over to Josh and Brandons party at like 1ish. It was still big and I got to see everyone so it was def a good time. Me and Brandon talked alot about the whole like week that we dated and we set everything straight so that was cool. We left there around 2:30 and me and Amanda ended up hanging out with Chapp and Dave Matchmay til like 5am so that was interesting too lol.
Sunday at 11 me and Amanda made the 2 hour drive to Grand Bend Canada to spend the day at the beach and the bars. Had some margaritas on the beach so it was quite nice :) While we were there, I got a text from Steve (the kid i met on fri night) asking us if we wanted to go to cedar point with him and his friends sun night then go to the park all day mon. We ended up taking a risk and going for it :) We jumped in the car and drove home and us 2 met up with Steve and his friends Mike and Gary and we all drove to cedar point at like 11pm. It took us 4 hours to get there and it had to have been the funnest car ride ever. Mike and Gary ended up stopping at some strip club in Ohio so me amanda and steve sat in the car and drank beer form like 12:30 - 1:30 haha. Good times. We stayed at Breakers Express and ended up not going to sleep. We just all got drunk and really really stupid and fun. It was so nice to get away from all my problems and sorrows and have a good time for once. We went to the park all day today and we met up with a couple more of their friends. It was 90* today so we went on the water rides all day and it was just so much fun :) The fricking Meanstreak stopped on the hill when we were on it and I freaked the fuck out lol. It was fun though. Steve was so sweet all day and he kept putting his arm around me and sitting by me on all the rides and letting me freak out on the Dragster and cry hahah. The whole drive home he rubbed my back and my neck and played with my hair. It was kind of weird though because we dont know eachother at all and even if it was our "first date", he was a litte too lovey dovey for my liking so I just kinda let him do his thing all day and on the drive home but I didnt really reciprocate anything cause I felt weird.. I thought about Nathan alot today so I know nothing will happen with me and Steve right now because it isnt fair because im obviously not ready to move on yet. We shall see :) On the way home me and steve reliezed we left our pillows at the hotel so we went back to see if they still had them and luckily they did. I brought my fav pillow, the one i sleep with EVERY night, kinda sad actually. Someone gave it to cause I liked to sleep with it. I almost cried when I reliezed I might have lost it... yet another thing showing me im not ready to move on and date someone new just yet... :-/