this happened last time too....:(

[cheerchick897]

last night me adn my mom got in a fight and she came in my room a little while later and she looked like she was cryin so bein all mad like i was i kinda asked her what she was cryin about but in a bitchy way and she told me that my dad is gettin deployed at the end of march....last time he got deployed it was for 3 months my freshmen year..this time he was tellin us a few weeks ago that the minimal amount of time they can go for is 179 days....6 months...the last time he went away we were in the middle of a big fight i told him i hated him then the next day he found out he had to go....this time weve been fightin for a couple of months and he knows i am really mad at him and now i just found out he has to go back again....when he doesnt have to go anywhere we dont fight but when we are fightin thats when he has to go...its soo stupid...i dunno...he wont appoligize to me for sayin stuff that really hurt me so im nt appologizin to him...i always do first i kno i should just so he doenst go away and were fightin but im always the one to give in...he needs to give a little bit too n show that hes sorry n then i will... soo confusing...

dunno..

leave comments ....no one ever does...well they do but not when i need advise...anna always helps me tho i love her and she is always there to give me a hug when i need it like today at sst when i kinda had a mini break down....im sure thats not gonna b the last anna lol but i kno i can always come to u when i need something

i love u..i love all my freidns

tiffany