Feb 07, 2005 21:09
life is so stressfull. i really dont kno what to do. with the whole dom thing... i dont kno what to say. and other people just confuse the hell outa me. i wish everyone just sed exactaly how they feel. instead of messing with ur mind. it sux. i dont understand people. atleast saturday should be fun. (heh*kel) maybe it will get my ming off some people that are goin to have to be left known as anonomous. (i didnt spell it right, dont make fun)certain people will never get off my mind tho. its tough. remembering things... thats why i cry. remembering how i used to want to read this journal everynight, and smile because of good memories, not cry becuse im pathetic. ehh~ oh well. like alot of people say lately. i have changed. but personaly..i miss the old stacy. they stacy way b4 zack. when i was cheery and happy and always up and people actually wanted to be around me. unlike now....
i fell really bad cuz im always a bitch to people lately. so to everyone thats readin this, im really sorry for how i have acted lately. im just stressed and i cant take all this shit that just keeps loading on and on. im even starting to really slack in my school work. this is pathetic, i wasnt even on low honors...ehhh~ mom would kill me if she foundout. i talked to her today about how i wanted to switch schools. she sed if i really want to, i can go to kenedy. but i have to do really good with my grades and stuff which would be real hard. its just that sharpsville is getting harder everyday. not really school wise, just seeing certain people makes me bawl my eyez out all night and day. i think everyone knos who im talking about.but im gonna go now.
leave a sexy coment to maybe make me smile~
*i just wanna be with... *HIM*