ok now for the depressing entry~
yeah life isnt that hott. i want a guy. errr. it sux. i hate how almost no one understands. its so hard to explain wut im going through. i hate it how people can pess with your minds. i just wish guys were always honest. would rather someone tell me that they hate my fuckin guts, then to say they like me but dont really mean it. it sux. real bad. i miss being held. and feeling loved. and wanted. thats wut else sux. im NOT wanted. thats why i DONT wanna be here...