upset...
i havent writtin in this thing lately, cuz i havent felt like it. I was hoping to have this journal to write about all the great times i had with Zachary, and all the sweet things he sed, but thats done. He broke up with me two days ago..its kinda complicating to explain why. tonz of people tell me that he just likes other girls. i have two in mind. One person even told me that he told them that he only dated me to use me. it sux. life sux. i feel like shit. but dating him was like a living hell...to him. he told me. so i guess its better he likes other prettier girls. i didnt deserve him anyway. i dont even deserve a boyfriend. i just have to remeber to "not cry bc its over, but smile bc it happened." to bad thats like imposible. i try to let go, move on, just give up on trying, but i cant. it really sux to hear so many things, not to kno if they are true or not, but even if they are, i still love him. oh well. he doesnt care. i knew tht i was geting ugly. ill just go on i want a famous face. that should help. maybe then i could atlast get some friends..oh well. but i gotta go to dance now. ill write later.
~stacy
~stacy