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i am so lonely
i always feel that i am alone, even when i am not. This is because the "lov e" and attention that i get is not the kind i am yearning for. I am lonely because i have no one to feel for me the way i feel for some. I feel i cannot live without certain people. I mean just to hear their voice makes me happy, but then i am saddened when i can no longer hear it. i get so much joy from just the smallest things that come from those people.
I can't wait till march
i can't even begin to explain how i wish it would be. i am waiting for march only to have it come and it will soon be no different then it is now, and the hopes just got higher, i will now begin to tell myself that march will be no big deal, nothing will change, and soon i will be going off to school and things will be easier.
i had a great weekend, my team won,had a great friday night, but im hoping it will get me through the week; yet i already feel lonely.
i always feel that i am alone, even when i am not. This is because the "lov e" and attention that i get is not the kind i am yearning for. I am lonely because i have no one to feel for me the way i feel for some. I feel i cannot live without certain people. I mean just to hear their voice makes me happy, but then i am saddened when i can no longer hear it. i get so much joy from just the smallest things that come from those people.
I can't wait till march
i can't even begin to explain how i wish it would be. i am waiting for march only to have it come and it will soon be no different then it is now, and the hopes just got higher, i will now begin to tell myself that march will be no big deal, nothing will change, and soon i will be going off to school and things will be easier.
i had a great weekend, my team won,had a great friday night, but im hoping it will get me through the week; yet i already feel lonely.