Thinking
Think about me, because I'm thinking about you. Nothing can be "too perfect". In reality, you can't be perfect, but you can try your hardest to be. I know I'm not perfect, that's for sure, but to cause another person pain is not one of my imperfections. If you want to love someone, you have to give them your heart and your trust. Especially trust. Rumors can go around as fast as the speed of light, but you have to see beyond that. I'm a faithful person, and after the many times that I've tried to prove myself, I'm hoping this is the last. I love someone so much, and I haven't given up simply for that reason, proof. If I know in my heart and in my mind the actions that I've taken, then I shouldn't be afraid. I'm not afraid. After awhile you can only try so hard, but I never give up on something I care about. In one relationship, this is the third time I'm single, but in my mind, this is the third time and chance I have to really make myself appear in better lighting. That's exactly what I'm going to do. "Moving on is simple, it's what we leave behind that's hard". That quote is true in my case. I didn't really struggle to move on from a relationship that wasn't doing so well, but I left behind so many loose ends along with a broken heart. What I "left behind" should be just that, because I'm not holding onto anything of my past relationships. I'm trying to beautify the one I'm in, and trying to gain the trust that was taken away from me by the mouths of others. It's just another trial of life, but I'm willing to do what it takes to be with the one I love. "Love never fails...."