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[cheerchic1736]

I no longer can withstand

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I am really scared

[anonymous]

It is scary, I always said that love is the scariest thing out there. I want to be back with the one I love, but it's scary knowing all the pain you could feel. I have been betrayled before, and it is hard for me to trust. So when I see little hints that your are a cheater then I give up. I havent shut the door, but you are the one who can open it because I dont know who to believe. I want to believe you but right now I cant. I feel like my bestfriend betrayled me yesterday, that is why my actions were like they were. But if you can prove that your love is real, then come into my life again, because I am lonely without you. But I cant give in to quickly, not without proof, if you can do this for me then we can be together again. If not, then goodbye, and I Love you. But i hope you can prove it to me so we can be a couple. It sucks not having your girlfriend and bestfriend there to talk to, but love is pain. You should of told me, now look what has happened, Im at home alone waiting for the pain to go away. Let me love again. You are still my bestfriend but I need to know all the truth. Im not going to be with a liar or a cheater. I rather be your friend then your enemy. But you could still be my love, so do the right thing and well forget the past. But not without the proof, this is going to be the worst spring break or the best spring break. I feel hurt, but not done. Well just have to see what God wants for the both of us. Lets see.

Re: I am really scared

[cheerchic1736]

I'm not a liar, and I'm not a cheater. You honestly complete me in every way that there is. Everyone who knows me, knows that I care about you so much. I'm not with you so that I can hurt you. Those aren't my intentions at all. I'm with you because you mean so much to me, and the relationship that we've had together has been such a good one. I know that I have dirt from my past, but in our relationship, there is no dirt to be found. There's only lies, and hatred towards me. You know that I love you, and you're the one that I want to spend all my time with. I'm losing my mind, because I can't be near you right now, but tomorrow the truth will be proven to you and then we can be happy. It'll just be another day that we'll look back on, and see how we overcame it. My ex doesn't have my heart, he lost it way over six months ago. I'm so tired of living through the past, I just want to be happy with the person I love which is you. Come on babe, we're each other's everything, we're each other's sunshine-I'm not letting go of you because of something so stupid and worthless as this. If I have to beat him up myself to prove to you, I will. I understand that you're scared, but once this is done, you won't ever feel that way again. I can be happy with you forever, I can love you forever, just let me back in. My lonely Sunday hasn't been any better than yours, and hearing your voice soothes me. We're best friends, and best friends don't lie. We both know that. What I did was not lie, I only tried escaping the past that wouldn't let go of me. I've been in your arms all these months, and not once have I ever wanted to be in the arms of another. I have to be with you and I will be with you. Everyone will know it no matter what. I don't care, I love you so much. I'm missing my other half.