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i should be excited about this, right? why don't i feel excited?
this will never work.
i have to give up something in order to keep something else, but if i give it up, will i really be able to keep the other?
why can't this just be easy!
edit october 15th:
we talked and i thought things would be back to normal again. its funny though because they aren't normal at all. have we spoken any words? no. have we spoken to others about it? yes. why can't we both just talk to eachother? i asked if you were fine, you said yes, then i hear otherwise. so, didn't you learn before to come to me if you're pissed? i'm sick of always being the one that runs to the other person and wanting to fix things. if you're that best friend that i thought you were, you'd talk to me and not act like i'm invisible. the ball is in your court now.
this will never work.
i have to give up something in order to keep something else, but if i give it up, will i really be able to keep the other?
why can't this just be easy!
edit october 15th:
we talked and i thought things would be back to normal again. its funny though because they aren't normal at all. have we spoken any words? no. have we spoken to others about it? yes. why can't we both just talk to eachother? i asked if you were fine, you said yes, then i hear otherwise. so, didn't you learn before to come to me if you're pissed? i'm sick of always being the one that runs to the other person and wanting to fix things. if you're that best friend that i thought you were, you'd talk to me and not act like i'm invisible. the ball is in your court now.