Feb 02, 2007 00:01
ok, so lots of things have been going on.i will try to make it brief since i really need to go to bed since i'm having a serious lack of sleep and it's not good for my bet that i have going.ANYWAYS!let's see here.well last time i posted i was still with zack.wouldn't that be nice?well it's not happening.we broke up right after christmas.it's seriously been a mess since christmas.o the wonderfulness of christmas.anyways,we broke up then because of the whole probation officer excuse blah blah blah.well then come to find out he started dating some other girl because he was trying to forget about me.o did i mention this girl is a year and a half younger than me?i didn't...hmm.well anywho i got pissed over the whole thing and like deeply depressed and like i just didn't know what to do.so i stopped talking to him.well then his cousin started texting me about a week and a half later.well i should have known that wasn't gonna be good.we started dating.zack found out.shit hit the fan.horribly.there were many words exchanged and it just was bad.well i told zack that i didn't want him anymore and that i wanted to be with his cousin.[ok let's face it.you and i both know who i really wanted to be with in this situation, but i can't tell HIM that!you have to let him know that you are mad!lol]well that was a big mistake because then he thought i wanted nothing to do with him and everything which was the complete opposite of what i wanted.well anyway me and his cousin dated about 3 weeks and then called it off because of all the drama and people not minding their own god damn business.anyways let's just say that zack is no longer dating that girl and i'm not dating anyone and i'm just really unsure of what to do right now and so is he.we want to get back together but we want to be sure that it is going to last for a long time with no breaks at all because we care for each other so much.so i guess just pray that things work out and it all gets better.
i'm working on more pictures for you guys.i love you
<3
cassie jo