HOMECOMING
homecoming was amazing! i had so much fun nd want it to happen all over again! everyone looked so hot nd it was so exciting especially AMANDA CAMACHO THE ONE WHO ROCKS MY WORLD! she is absolutly amazing nd i love her soo much!
next topic though is how much i hate my parents::::
wut else is new right? i wish they wood just leave me alone nd let me live my life the way i want to nd i wisht ehy wood stop tryin to control everything i do...i know they love me nd are tryin to protect me but i dont need to be protected nemore i can take care of myself nd when i need help ill ask for it but they dont trust my judgement they just think im some immature teenager who doesnt no right from wrong but they are totally wrong about that nd they need to no that...they dont trust me at all nd when i say something they dont listen everthing is about me being grounded nd wrong bout everything..whether they wanna hear it or not they suck nd they need to go away...let me go nd take care of myself i can do it...they wont shut up about my grades nd granted they cood b better but its not like i dont no that its not like im not trying! they just dont understand that nd its obnoxious everything that they do is obnoxious nd im sick of it! they wont buy me a car until my grades get better but thats not the whole thing its just my mom has no mind of her own nd cant go against wut my dad says...i ebt my sister will get a car for her 15th birthday! god i cant wait to go to college nd just leave...im seriously thinking about moving again but i just dont want to leave my friends....i wanna move out though nd go live with some person but i just dont no who..i wish i lived next to caitlyn again nd im mad that we ever moved...we just arent the same friends we were when we lived next to each other we changed alot nd some people i just dont talk to at all nd it kills me that i dont i wish things were like they were when i was younger nd i wish that none of this happened but i cant change nething now so i might as well deal with it...im gonna start counting down the days until i fucking graduate nd all this bullshit is over...dont get me wrong i really love my parents it just feels like they dont love me sometimes nd i no thats not true but thts how it feels nd it kills me inside when that happens nd i dont no wut to do
onto the next topic..
ian nd chris..
i like them both nd i dont no wut to do....
i miss my grandparents more then i can tell u nd i wish they were here nd i wish my uncle was here telling me not to feel sorry for myself but they arent here nd nothing is the same...nd it will never be...whos next?
cheerleading is beginning to suck nd im thinking about not even doin it nemore...yes i love it but if its gonna continue to b like it is then wuts the point?
thats enuff complaining for one day!! lol bye bye!!
next topic though is how much i hate my parents::::
wut else is new right? i wish they wood just leave me alone nd let me live my life the way i want to nd i wisht ehy wood stop tryin to control everything i do...i know they love me nd are tryin to protect me but i dont need to be protected nemore i can take care of myself nd when i need help ill ask for it but they dont trust my judgement they just think im some immature teenager who doesnt no right from wrong but they are totally wrong about that nd they need to no that...they dont trust me at all nd when i say something they dont listen everthing is about me being grounded nd wrong bout everything..whether they wanna hear it or not they suck nd they need to go away...let me go nd take care of myself i can do it...they wont shut up about my grades nd granted they cood b better but its not like i dont no that its not like im not trying! they just dont understand that nd its obnoxious everything that they do is obnoxious nd im sick of it! they wont buy me a car until my grades get better but thats not the whole thing its just my mom has no mind of her own nd cant go against wut my dad says...i ebt my sister will get a car for her 15th birthday! god i cant wait to go to college nd just leave...im seriously thinking about moving again but i just dont want to leave my friends....i wanna move out though nd go live with some person but i just dont no who..i wish i lived next to caitlyn again nd im mad that we ever moved...we just arent the same friends we were when we lived next to each other we changed alot nd some people i just dont talk to at all nd it kills me that i dont i wish things were like they were when i was younger nd i wish that none of this happened but i cant change nething now so i might as well deal with it...im gonna start counting down the days until i fucking graduate nd all this bullshit is over...dont get me wrong i really love my parents it just feels like they dont love me sometimes nd i no thats not true but thts how it feels nd it kills me inside when that happens nd i dont no wut to do
onto the next topic..
ian nd chris..
i like them both nd i dont no wut to do....
i miss my grandparents more then i can tell u nd i wish they were here nd i wish my uncle was here telling me not to feel sorry for myself but they arent here nd nothing is the same...nd it will never be...whos next?
cheerleading is beginning to suck nd im thinking about not even doin it nemore...yes i love it but if its gonna continue to b like it is then wuts the point?
thats enuff complaining for one day!! lol bye bye!!