complaining....
this entry is gonna b me complaining nd this is the only place i can write it so if u dont wanna hear it then dont read it!
it took me 16 years to finally figure out y i hate my parents...they cood give a shit about me...they choose my friends bc of their ages they choose where i go nd when nd they have the power to let me do something or not...i hate that...i wanna b in control over my life nd not let them make decisions for me i know im not the most mature person ull ever meet but like i can still take care of myself...yes i like to go have a good time but i can be serious nd they just dont give a shit they think im the most immature little girl ever nd they dont want me to make my own choices they just want to make them for me. i hope that i fuck up my life just so i can fuck up theirs that shows u how much i ahte them...im willing to risk my future to make their lives living hell...i mean yes they help me nd everythin but wut did i do to deserve these parents? i know i have alot dont get me wrong im not sayin that...im not poor or living on the streets nd my parents are still together but..its ridiculous how they treat me..my little sister like rules the fucking world nd i get shit..no car no lisence no cheerleading..no nothing! if i fuck up one more time then im gone nd i cant wait..i think im just gonna move to california but i just dont want to leave my friends they are the only things keeping me from moving in with my uncle. i just dont understand how they can treat me like im the piece of shit on the side of the road...it kills me everytime they call me stupid or just names like that...i dont think i deserve that..i mean we have had fights before but this one just crossed the lines. im sick of the bullshit nd im done totally done! alright that was great!! neway...lana chris buchner scott nd mike made me feel soo much better!
it took me 16 years to finally figure out y i hate my parents...they cood give a shit about me...they choose my friends bc of their ages they choose where i go nd when nd they have the power to let me do something or not...i hate that...i wanna b in control over my life nd not let them make decisions for me i know im not the most mature person ull ever meet but like i can still take care of myself...yes i like to go have a good time but i can be serious nd they just dont give a shit they think im the most immature little girl ever nd they dont want me to make my own choices they just want to make them for me. i hope that i fuck up my life just so i can fuck up theirs that shows u how much i ahte them...im willing to risk my future to make their lives living hell...i mean yes they help me nd everythin but wut did i do to deserve these parents? i know i have alot dont get me wrong im not sayin that...im not poor or living on the streets nd my parents are still together but..its ridiculous how they treat me..my little sister like rules the fucking world nd i get shit..no car no lisence no cheerleading..no nothing! if i fuck up one more time then im gone nd i cant wait..i think im just gonna move to california but i just dont want to leave my friends they are the only things keeping me from moving in with my uncle. i just dont understand how they can treat me like im the piece of shit on the side of the road...it kills me everytime they call me stupid or just names like that...i dont think i deserve that..i mean we have had fights before but this one just crossed the lines. im sick of the bullshit nd im done totally done! alright that was great!! neway...lana chris buchner scott nd mike made me feel soo much better!