May 10, 2005 21:25
yea so the past few weeks ive just had breakdowns. like ive never cried as much ever in my entire life. everything just all came crashing down and i had to get like taken out of english b.c i was like crying so hard. things are so much harder than b4. like things on the boys aspect. like nothing is going rite at all. adn everythings confosing and everyone is telling me diffrent things and i dont kno wat to beleive. and things with the family being hell. i just dont kno anymore what to do or ne thing. like i wanna beleive what ppl tell me but its most likely untrue and its just so hard. i dunno things just have been so up in the air and sucky. and yes i just did say sucky. but things are just so stressful. me and kel may have fun renting a senior...HAH. but yea umm today was ok. today in bio it was intresting..there was this one guy in bio who i dotn want to get yelled at b.c hes got a g.f but he just wouldnt keep his hands off my ass. wow when i just wrote that i had dejavatu or how ever u spell it. but yea it was... yea me and kel made cookies and they were horrible kel wouldnt give them up. we didnt think they were cooked but just ask jimmy.. they were rock hard. kel did a horrible job. lol but yea.. um me i did good on my math project we got high and hired. yea i dont wanna write ne thing else b.c im getting stressed thinking about things and it just sucks so im outtie