confosed

[cheerbabi3438]

well i just got back from shopping for cruise stuff/shopping for a dress. my cuz came and i ran into some one which was intresting to say the least..yea but im still so unsure about my date sitution. i was talking to jimmy friday i guess he said something about nick wanting to or i dunno but him talking about us going to the ring dance together. i dunno things rite now with him are that we are friends i dont kno any more or any less that i know of. we are talking at least which i dunno if its good or bad b.c he says all the right things at all the right times. its confosing though b.c i dont kno wat he is thinking. but we i guess. so ne ways its going to be so weird monday seeing bens comming home and we havent really talked since the "inncedent". i dunno it wil just be weird, like by alot! but ne ways its gonna be weird with matt there too in englsih. oh boy guys are so confosing. but yea. my cruise is 7 days away, this time next week im going to be on the boat!!! woo. im actually looking so foward to it. but yea we were supposed to have practice for the paf today but it got cancled, we will probably practice other times or ill just have ash help me. but my doggie went to the er yesterday bc she was so sick,she was peeing out straight blood. it was so sad. but i dunno i think thats all that happened

kel- i kno ur having a hard time but it will get better soon dont worry i will always love you.lol. but just member when ur down. u can tickle ur self.lol

candy- u def should go 4 him u too would be so cute! love ya!!!

laurie- ur just plain amazing and i love you to dealth u can always put a smile on my face and i love you for that

o yea, im sick of drama. u kno wat if u arent friends with some one that doesnt mean u should be talking behind their backs and being a bitch. get over it i mean come one ppl we are in highschool enough with the drama

but im talking to shan rite now so may be ill rite later. love you all