May 10, 2005 14:40
man, im a rebel again! I Just keep amazing myself. lol. just kidding. but this entry till be a little longer, just cuz a lotta shit has been going around and im horribly sick of it all. First off, yes i really really really like zak and i was really looking forward to him asking me3 out, but then i find out that after i tell my "best friend" this, she decides "oh... i think im starting to like him". and whats worse is that he doesn't know what hes going to do now, so we're "waiting for things to blow over", which could take years for all i know. Then i have someone hating me for no reason, but i guess they want to try and fix things, which i hope happens, because im realy sick of being hated for something like he-said-she said. ugh. But im starting to get really pissed off. someone who you think is your best friend goes and does this shit. hell no! He liked her for 3 years and he was never good enough. always a best friend and nothing more, but now that Chris B. isn't going fast enough for her, and that i like him, she has to barge in and try to mess everything up. Man, i can't wait till prom is over because i wont have to talk to any of these people anymore. I was warned by many people about that (concerning her)...