Wanted: the old me
Honestly, i wonder why i even care anymore. I need to stop all contact with >him< for awhile... Then i'll be good >i think< been writing a lot lately. can't wait till i get drums. steph comes home tomorrow along with zak. i missed everyone. spring break was a failure... didn't do much. i want summer so bad. I kinda want to take some kinda summer program or go away, because i need to get away from everything here. need to meet new people. Have had an urge for grape soda and pizza lately. dont know why. but its good. want to go to aladdins castle. want to go cruising in the rain. tried sitting outside, but it was really cold and i was left soaked. sometimes my life reminds me so much of a raindrop. I start off and everything slowly goes down. Then eventually your raised back up to the sky just to be put down again. I dont know where the old me went. i used to be so happy~go~lucky... mom told me that ive changed a lot since last year.. grew up a lot. shes right too. But i miss the old me. I need a night out. sorry about all the briefness today, but i really dont have much to say...
*i guess promises are better left unsaid*
*leave me to my thoughts and pain, im going to drown myself in rain*
p.s. if anyone finds the old me, please let me know :-\
*WARPED TOUR COMING UP SOON*
*i guess promises are better left unsaid*
*leave me to my thoughts and pain, im going to drown myself in rain*
p.s. if anyone finds the old me, please let me know :-\
*WARPED TOUR COMING UP SOON*