Summer is dead
Well this is gonna be an actual update! Hooray!
Well this summer went by soo fast! Usually I'm wishing to go back to school by mid July but this summer was different I actually have a job and I made friends with people I thought I'd never be friends with. lol Pete! Who would've known. I went to a couple party's this summer which was cool because usual I'm a loser and stay home by myself. I wish I could've hung out with my two best friends more tho. Sorry law and Ben! Ben things will be back to normal once school starts! I've worked a lot. I made friends with a bunch people from there and I love them all. Especially Pete, nate, chris, seth, jay, tom, erica, robin. cassie, jon and a bunch of other cool people. I even somewhat salvage a friendship that was dead during the school but came back when we worked together I guess thats how its always gonna be with us. I'm gonna miss Jeff and Goat when they go to college but they'll be back!
Cheerleading has also already started and thats been going good. We're gonna rock this year! It's great actually having a coach that actually knows what shes talking to about!
Well school starts in a few days and I can't wait. I want to see all the friends I haven't seen all summer! This will hopefully be so much better than last year. So many more dances this year it will rock! I'm hoping to get out of my shell some more and hang out with all different people! Maybe this year I will be happy once again. I want all my old friends to remember that I will never ever forget you especially the ones who have always been there for me and all the news I made this summer and all the ones I will continue to make!
I think I've grown a lot this summer. I know now that I can job friends and school at the same time when before I thought I couldn't. I've learned not to be so judgemental and critical (It'll take time to adjust that aspect of my life but I will.) I noticed that in myself looks don't matter as much as a personality and that personality makes or brakes the person.
Now for recent activities:
On Weds I had work from 11:30 till 6:00 after that me and pete went to the bald hill mickey d's so he could drop off some veggie oil. It was a nice ride we talked about everything it was nice to have that conversation with him!
On thurs I had cheerleading practice from 8-11 and that was fun and then I went to work. That was somewhat stressful.
On fri I ad practice again then I had work and I went home and did summer reading
Yesterday I worked and steph slept over. It was alrite if u want the details read er lj (wikedphysco) And well now shes mad at me because I criticize her too much and I'm sorry for that
I always have this thing in my head and I get it out of my head. We have great conversations and hes perfect for me I just wish he felt the same. But I know in my mind and in my heart we need to get to know eachother more. And this person needs time to get over thigns and I'm gonna let him do that. I will never forget about him...not ever. I want him to feel the way I do. Well maybe in time! I know this person knows who they are so I'm not gonna mention who they are!
Sorry this is long but I had to get it out
Well this summer went by soo fast! Usually I'm wishing to go back to school by mid July but this summer was different I actually have a job and I made friends with people I thought I'd never be friends with. lol Pete! Who would've known. I went to a couple party's this summer which was cool because usual I'm a loser and stay home by myself. I wish I could've hung out with my two best friends more tho. Sorry law and Ben! Ben things will be back to normal once school starts! I've worked a lot. I made friends with a bunch people from there and I love them all. Especially Pete, nate, chris, seth, jay, tom, erica, robin. cassie, jon and a bunch of other cool people. I even somewhat salvage a friendship that was dead during the school but came back when we worked together I guess thats how its always gonna be with us. I'm gonna miss Jeff and Goat when they go to college but they'll be back!
Cheerleading has also already started and thats been going good. We're gonna rock this year! It's great actually having a coach that actually knows what shes talking to about!
Well school starts in a few days and I can't wait. I want to see all the friends I haven't seen all summer! This will hopefully be so much better than last year. So many more dances this year it will rock! I'm hoping to get out of my shell some more and hang out with all different people! Maybe this year I will be happy once again. I want all my old friends to remember that I will never ever forget you especially the ones who have always been there for me and all the news I made this summer and all the ones I will continue to make!
I think I've grown a lot this summer. I know now that I can job friends and school at the same time when before I thought I couldn't. I've learned not to be so judgemental and critical (It'll take time to adjust that aspect of my life but I will.) I noticed that in myself looks don't matter as much as a personality and that personality makes or brakes the person.
Now for recent activities:
On Weds I had work from 11:30 till 6:00 after that me and pete went to the bald hill mickey d's so he could drop off some veggie oil. It was a nice ride we talked about everything it was nice to have that conversation with him!
On thurs I had cheerleading practice from 8-11 and that was fun and then I went to work. That was somewhat stressful.
On fri I ad practice again then I had work and I went home and did summer reading
Yesterday I worked and steph slept over. It was alrite if u want the details read er lj (wikedphysco) And well now shes mad at me because I criticize her too much and I'm sorry for that
I always have this thing in my head and I get it out of my head. We have great conversations and hes perfect for me I just wish he felt the same. But I know in my mind and in my heart we need to get to know eachother more. And this person needs time to get over thigns and I'm gonna let him do that. I will never forget about him...not ever. I want him to feel the way I do. Well maybe in time! I know this person knows who they are so I'm not gonna mention who they are!
Sorry this is long but I had to get it out