why in the hell does it matter?

Nov 03, 2005 22:08

Well i like this kid, yet i dont know how/when to say something to him. i mean i want to say something, but i dont want to be random or anything like that. I hope the feeling is mutual between. The thing is is that we went out before, but it was like five years ago. I never talked to him since, except for like a past couple of weeks. I still feel like i chemistry is there, but i dont want him to get creeped out. Is it wrong for me to feel this way? or is it normal? I do not know, havent had a boyfriend in so long, so why does it matter?

I need help, i know. I need to get things organized in my life, yet how can i do that with out any support. I know i have friends, and a few best friends. But sometimes i feel like i am the one who is always giving advice, or always lending a helping hand. For once can someone help me. I do want to sound like im being selfish. I like helping others, truly i do. But i need help this time, and sometimes people dont seem to care.

Sorry, i had to vent thats all. To some this does not apply, but to others it does. Yea well im out

Shanin
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