Confusion ( LIFE ! )
hey all bloggers, im not sure how many girls might be in the same situation as me. Im going crazy and im so confused, im not even sure what to do anymore. My boyfriend and I of a year have just broken up, and i know im only fifteen, but being with somone a year, you get to love them. Its complicated, but we cant be togeather now because he threatned to comite suicide, and i was talking to my mom about all of this because she is my life and pride. She said its best im not with him because he might try to do it again sometime so im not even sure what to do anymore. im trying to be friends with him, but all he does is begs me upon hours on how he wants me back.. I mean i wouldnt mind it, but yeah here's when you start to hate me, i kinda like another guy.. he is really nice, he has never kissed a girl, and it seems like i could have alot of fun with him. Now if you knew the problems me and my ex held youd be like oh honey get out of it.. but i dont know. It was so complicated, he is camboidian so he has traditions, and one is to marry a girl from camboidia, he didnt want to but his brother hated me from stopping him and everything, and his family doesnt like white people, i felt so misplaced, but i toughred it out, it just got so hard to deal with, so heres the thing, i can never date the ex again, and the new boy kind of likes me , im so happy.