Chapfallen

May 19, 2004 20:05

Im kinda sickened at the thought of men boys. Why do they gotta be so complicated?

Leave a comment

Comments 17

iheartmosca May 19 2004, 20:48:31 UTC
I've already joined you
finding myself really depressed and detached today. Ugghhh.
hope you feel better when you wake up.

Reply

cheekypop May 20 2004, 12:01:03 UTC
Thanks! Hope you feel better than yesterday. Days like these, Suicide Club would be the perfect movie to watch. Im really not connected with myself.

Reply


divineepiphanie May 19 2004, 22:37:05 UTC
I hear ya sister

Reply


sixtiessoul May 19 2004, 22:41:06 UTC
dude, i'm so hear-on-sleeve it's ridiculous. don't feel bad. i mean, it's just that the blues runnin through yer veins is a little hard to take. i'm seconded though. i'm really lonely without someone. and it's not who you might think, which is hard and steely cold. wish i could say i'd join yer, but i have (no shit) had a recurring dream about that someone for 9 nights in a row.

*shiver*

it'll come round for you again. always does. whatcha think bout that then?

cheers.

Reply

cheekypop May 20 2004, 12:05:13 UTC
I think I know who that girl is. My guess could be wrong but I think I know.

9 dreams in a row about the same person?! Oh wow. I believe that dreams turn into reality one way or another. It's happened on my end a couple of times or maybe it's just a coincedence.

I hope it comes around soon. It's annoying when I fluctuate and I am hardly satisfied until I get what I want.

Reply


guitarwolf76 May 20 2004, 11:28:43 UTC
Honestly, I think theres like a flu going around. I know that you are not alone...I have been so moody and down lately. I particuraly know why I feel this way...But something makes it a bit more. I know Kristy hasn't been feeling to happy herself. The only thing I can advise to you and everyone else is to remember that things can be worst. There are people who have worst off then we do. Feeling depressed is very common, but the reality of it is that if you don't need to be medicated for it...you should know that you'll be ok, and things will only get better. As for that one person...You really need to sit down and speak like adults with each other, and come up with an arrangement. If you continue to do what you're doing...you're never gonna get passed these feelings. I hate to see you sad Cheryl.

Reply

cheekypop May 20 2004, 12:08:15 UTC
thanks for calling me and checking up on me...

I could say that it'll be brighter soon but I sure as hell don't believe cos I don't feel it. But i'll say it to you any, "THings will get better and brighter!"

Time and time again, we talk about things as adults. It's not an ongoing circle. We already have an arrangement. Just a bit of confusion and not getting what I want.

I think you maybe right though.

Reply


reggaedelic May 20 2004, 11:51:24 UTC
Yes,I find boys to be much more complicated than women, despite what they claim. It's no fun to feel lonely and restless...the worst is just lying awake at night with thoughts running through your head. I don't want you to be sad Cheryl :-(. I hope I get to see you this weekend!

Reply

cheekypop May 20 2004, 12:10:35 UTC
And they say women are much more dramatic. I doubt it. But anyway, I've totally been awakened at the times of 2am and 4am for some reason. I look around and no one else is here but me. Then the sadness spreads like a virus...

I'll try and make it out over the weekend (if I get over being so glum!). What's going on anyway?

Reply

girls rule, and boys drool! guitarwolf76 May 20 2004, 12:44:09 UTC
Yeah, I guess...We have our opinions about each other alright. We'll just leave that subject alone. I know you'll be alright. By the way..Girls are more dramatic. he he he kidding. Love you girls.

Woo hoo, my girlfriend is meeting me for lunch. I think I'll take her to the top of Signal Hill so we can over look the ocean. You can see Palos Verdes, Long Beach, and Huntington Beach from that point.

Christian

Reply

Re: girls rule, and boys drool! cheekypop May 20 2004, 12:49:22 UTC
ohhh I love Signal Hill. Is that where that huge Korean bell is staged?

Reply


Leave a comment

Up