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ok well 2 days ago i got the worse news ..... its about me... i fuckin cant believe it
its totally fuckin blew my mind likei cant even fully comprehend it yet
like at night it hits me i realize the full extent of the bad news and i just cry and cry
but during the day its like noooo it cant be true its a mistake that couldnt happen to me
its all gotta be a big mistake
but i know its not
andim gonna have to live with this the rest of my life
idk what im gonna do
this weekend was supposed to be this big fun shit you know i was gonna have this party tonight be in the best mood ever and roll balls but now with this news its just gonna be there in the back of my head the whole night and its just gonna ruin it
uuuurrrrrrgghh.. and to make matters worse every time i fuckin call the doctors office to talk to my doctor there fuckin closed so i have to fuckin hear the news from my mom
i cant fuckin talk to him until monday
idk what the fuck im gonna do
i never in a million years thought this could happen to me
theres a chance its wrong tho and im totally counting on that to be true
i needto talk about some thing else
ok sooo i have been hangin out with this new kid from my new work the last couple ofdays hes pretty cool he lives in carraige way he seems like hed be a sweet friend to have hes artistic and has his own place to live and hes funny so thats cool im suprised i dont have a little crush on this kid cuz thats what usually happens when i meet a new guy lol but i dont i just think hed be a sweet friend so thats kinda cool oooooya and plus he rolls and smokes pot soooo thats awesome also
oo dude and like 3 of my bosses live in the trailer accross the street from him and i think one lives down my street cuz i know this pregnant chick lives there that is living with this boss from mcdonalds but idk if hes still a manager there he might of gotten fired for getting a crew person pregnant lol idk haha
its funny as fuck
i called in to work today cuz tonight im havin that little get together so i want my house to look clean and shit cuz by the time i would of gotten off work id haveto go look for the weed and pills and by thetime i got those it would be party time and my hosue would be a mess and that just isnt about to happen
i hope it dont go bad i really do cuz my mom told me that i would get kicked out if it went badme and gia would have to find someplace else to live and thats gay
*sighs*
i have to make a list and count how many ppl are coming supposably it would be nice if all of them didnt come lol im so afraid cops are gonna be called
ok
sarah
alisha
me
clinton
jessica
jessica
ricky
brandon
brandons friend
trevor
chris
scott
jimmy
john
nelly
leah
robin
eta
fernando
katie
ok so i hope like half of them dont show up lol ooo god and if we end up getting the pills through marine city that means even more ppl are comin out
*sighs ok so i hope only these ppl show up
sarah
alisha
me
leah
robin
katie
scott
trevor
brandon
brandons friend
ricky
chris
jessica v
clinton
ya thos are the only ppl i want to show up
that would be nice if we were all rollin too man
oooooo man
i am gonna go and start to get ready
ill up date later
its totally fuckin blew my mind likei cant even fully comprehend it yet
like at night it hits me i realize the full extent of the bad news and i just cry and cry
but during the day its like noooo it cant be true its a mistake that couldnt happen to me
its all gotta be a big mistake
but i know its not
andim gonna have to live with this the rest of my life
idk what im gonna do
this weekend was supposed to be this big fun shit you know i was gonna have this party tonight be in the best mood ever and roll balls but now with this news its just gonna be there in the back of my head the whole night and its just gonna ruin it
uuuurrrrrrgghh.. and to make matters worse every time i fuckin call the doctors office to talk to my doctor there fuckin closed so i have to fuckin hear the news from my mom
i cant fuckin talk to him until monday
idk what the fuck im gonna do
i never in a million years thought this could happen to me
theres a chance its wrong tho and im totally counting on that to be true
i needto talk about some thing else
ok sooo i have been hangin out with this new kid from my new work the last couple ofdays hes pretty cool he lives in carraige way he seems like hed be a sweet friend to have hes artistic and has his own place to live and hes funny so thats cool im suprised i dont have a little crush on this kid cuz thats what usually happens when i meet a new guy lol but i dont i just think hed be a sweet friend so thats kinda cool oooooya and plus he rolls and smokes pot soooo thats awesome also
oo dude and like 3 of my bosses live in the trailer accross the street from him and i think one lives down my street cuz i know this pregnant chick lives there that is living with this boss from mcdonalds but idk if hes still a manager there he might of gotten fired for getting a crew person pregnant lol idk haha
its funny as fuck
i called in to work today cuz tonight im havin that little get together so i want my house to look clean and shit cuz by the time i would of gotten off work id haveto go look for the weed and pills and by thetime i got those it would be party time and my hosue would be a mess and that just isnt about to happen
i hope it dont go bad i really do cuz my mom told me that i would get kicked out if it went badme and gia would have to find someplace else to live and thats gay
*sighs*
i have to make a list and count how many ppl are coming supposably it would be nice if all of them didnt come lol im so afraid cops are gonna be called
ok
sarah
alisha
me
clinton
jessica
jessica
ricky
brandon
brandons friend
trevor
chris
scott
jimmy
john
nelly
leah
robin
eta
fernando
katie
ok so i hope like half of them dont show up lol ooo god and if we end up getting the pills through marine city that means even more ppl are comin out
*sighs ok so i hope only these ppl show up
sarah
alisha
me
leah
robin
katie
scott
trevor
brandon
brandons friend
ricky
chris
jessica v
clinton
ya thos are the only ppl i want to show up
that would be nice if we were all rollin too man
oooooo man
i am gonna go and start to get ready
ill up date later