I don't need another kind of green to know I'm on the right side with you.
I find that these are fewer and farther between.
I'm apprehensive about going back to school. I will have all new people in my suite and a new roommate.
I want to be in control this semester. I want to be happier. I want to improve tenfold as a player. I want to have a better idea of what I want and what I expect from my life. I want to make a scrapbook because no matter how amazing some of my memories have been, they're all getting fuzzy. I want to get in shape because why not? - I basically have a free gym membership at school. I want to make some of the ideals I have in my head more than just ideals. I want to follow through every chance I get. I want to finally feel like as good of a person most people tell me I am. I want to overcome my own inhibitions and live more truly for my own sanity. I want to be more organized and original and outspoken. I say I'm myself all the time, but I don't want to just act like it, I want to rock it and kick ass at being myself. I hope at least a couple people know what I mean by all this. A New Year's Resolution of sorts, I guess.
So far this break, I've just been cleaning, breathing, working, and spending precious time with my one and only - which are all paying off... especially the breathing. Tomorrow (technically today) I am going to sleep in, then ring in the new year with my baby, some champagne glasses full of sparkling grape juice, and a kiss at midnight. I hope everyone has a wonderful new year with lots of luck and love.
'Til the next time I feel inspired.
Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY LORI BEAN!!!!!!
I'm apprehensive about going back to school. I will have all new people in my suite and a new roommate.
I want to be in control this semester. I want to be happier. I want to improve tenfold as a player. I want to have a better idea of what I want and what I expect from my life. I want to make a scrapbook because no matter how amazing some of my memories have been, they're all getting fuzzy. I want to get in shape because why not? - I basically have a free gym membership at school. I want to make some of the ideals I have in my head more than just ideals. I want to follow through every chance I get. I want to finally feel like as good of a person most people tell me I am. I want to overcome my own inhibitions and live more truly for my own sanity. I want to be more organized and original and outspoken. I say I'm myself all the time, but I don't want to just act like it, I want to rock it and kick ass at being myself. I hope at least a couple people know what I mean by all this. A New Year's Resolution of sorts, I guess.
So far this break, I've just been cleaning, breathing, working, and spending precious time with my one and only - which are all paying off... especially the breathing. Tomorrow (technically today) I am going to sleep in, then ring in the new year with my baby, some champagne glasses full of sparkling grape juice, and a kiss at midnight. I hope everyone has a wonderful new year with lots of luck and love.
'Til the next time I feel inspired.
Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SEXY LORI BEAN!!!!!!