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I'm pretty stressed atm, don't you HATE IT when you say "i'm going to take a break from all this work" so u do, and all you do is think about that work you should be doing? meh, such is life..
i'm 18 on the 30th..it's so scarey, i don;t feel 18 at all, the only things that will make me feel my age is when i get my permit, and when i show ID when i buy my grog...And when i go to clubs, now that's what i'm looking forward to..but anyway, the scariest thing is that this is my last year of highschool, that's so strange!! i've been wanting to finish for the last 5 years, "i can't wait to finish and get out of this shit hole" i said it so much it was like a routine, and then year 12 hits and i realise how many great people i am around, how great it is to get up every day and winge with my friends about being tired, and the teachers..they are actually humans.
It takes us so long to realise how lucky we really have it. I was talking to alex the other night and he mentioned me being 18, it didn't even register, i swear i'm still 15. and him...21! that's so, adult like...I was thinking for ages on what i should give him, i mean he's my best friend, but i'm going to have to send it through snail mail, and i want it to be really special, but not really romantic or anything since we aren't "together" but ANYWAY..
things are going so quickly, everyone is turning 18 and everyone is so busy with everything, it's amazing how life just fast forwards itself. In some ways i'm so excited, going out into the big wide world, and hanging up my school bag forever, but in other ways, i don't know how i'll cope with no 'set routine' of school everyday..
But back to alexs present, i'm going to make him a big collage of pictures, and poems and sayings that he and have, to remind him of me, and stuff down here where his home is. I think it'll be great, i'll get pics of me, and him, and one sof us together, some of his family and friends..and of mine..and then i'll write all our personal jokes on there, you know the ones that make u laugh hystericly but if any1 else reads it they look at u like ur an alien? yeah well them haha..
anyway this entry is so poorly punctuated and the spelling and the paragraphs aren't really existant, BUT i need to go and book a shift for work this weekend, so far i have earned about $250 which is GREAT for me!
Mwa.
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i'm 18 on the 30th..it's so scarey, i don;t feel 18 at all, the only things that will make me feel my age is when i get my permit, and when i show ID when i buy my grog...And when i go to clubs, now that's what i'm looking forward to..but anyway, the scariest thing is that this is my last year of highschool, that's so strange!! i've been wanting to finish for the last 5 years, "i can't wait to finish and get out of this shit hole" i said it so much it was like a routine, and then year 12 hits and i realise how many great people i am around, how great it is to get up every day and winge with my friends about being tired, and the teachers..they are actually humans.
It takes us so long to realise how lucky we really have it. I was talking to alex the other night and he mentioned me being 18, it didn't even register, i swear i'm still 15. and him...21! that's so, adult like...I was thinking for ages on what i should give him, i mean he's my best friend, but i'm going to have to send it through snail mail, and i want it to be really special, but not really romantic or anything since we aren't "together" but ANYWAY..
things are going so quickly, everyone is turning 18 and everyone is so busy with everything, it's amazing how life just fast forwards itself. In some ways i'm so excited, going out into the big wide world, and hanging up my school bag forever, but in other ways, i don't know how i'll cope with no 'set routine' of school everyday..
But back to alexs present, i'm going to make him a big collage of pictures, and poems and sayings that he and have, to remind him of me, and stuff down here where his home is. I think it'll be great, i'll get pics of me, and him, and one sof us together, some of his family and friends..and of mine..and then i'll write all our personal jokes on there, you know the ones that make u laugh hystericly but if any1 else reads it they look at u like ur an alien? yeah well them haha..
anyway this entry is so poorly punctuated and the spelling and the paragraphs aren't really existant, BUT i need to go and book a shift for work this weekend, so far i have earned about $250 which is GREAT for me!
Mwa.
x