Horahhhhhhhh!
Well hello there!
jeeez I bet you guys thought I's fell off the earth/was abducted by a millionaire and spoilt rotten? SUCH LUCK!
anyhow lifes going okay at the mo I must say apart from being assaulted in work by a pisshead and now Im sat here with a lovely purple shiner! oh the joys of A&E!
I graduated 2 weeks ago, my gown was navy blue with a silver cape. I had a wonderful day! I made my folks so proud, my dads face was a picture, wow tingles all round! The eve of my graduation, I met up with the Mark, we went for an Italian meal then a walk around the wirral and back to hsi to watch big brother. It was good for me to meet up and break the ice with him cause we was all giggly and giddy at the graduation, which did turn some heads.....so amusing!
So thats that with mark, we met up again, went for drinkies and we........kissed. It was the nicest kiss ive had in a LONGGGGGGG time. the spark between us just lit, words just cannot describe how I felt that night. The guy I loved was back. Though I'd be lying if I said I want to just go with the flow.....there is something thats just holding me back. he gave me a spiel the other night that he still loves me and always has done etc....I wanted to give him a huge hug and tell him we'r going to be fine, but I just couldnt.....Im still very cautious and have these mega barriers around me.......*shrugs*
-more on the mark front another time-
Work is work. Im settling in well and getting on with the staff like a house. There are so many backstabbers though, its worrying. the work is hard and non stop. What pisses me more than anything is when a young 30 year old with a car on the drive dials 999 because they have a stomach cramp!!!! grrr
Ive lost about half a stone purely through exercise and not stopping from the minute I start my shift to the end....which is all good of course!
Went to see NIN 10th July and almost done a sex wee when I saw trent!
jeeez I bet you guys thought I's fell off the earth/was abducted by a millionaire and spoilt rotten? SUCH LUCK!
anyhow lifes going okay at the mo I must say apart from being assaulted in work by a pisshead and now Im sat here with a lovely purple shiner! oh the joys of A&E!
I graduated 2 weeks ago, my gown was navy blue with a silver cape. I had a wonderful day! I made my folks so proud, my dads face was a picture, wow tingles all round! The eve of my graduation, I met up with the Mark, we went for an Italian meal then a walk around the wirral and back to hsi to watch big brother. It was good for me to meet up and break the ice with him cause we was all giggly and giddy at the graduation, which did turn some heads.....so amusing!
So thats that with mark, we met up again, went for drinkies and we........kissed. It was the nicest kiss ive had in a LONGGGGGGG time. the spark between us just lit, words just cannot describe how I felt that night. The guy I loved was back. Though I'd be lying if I said I want to just go with the flow.....there is something thats just holding me back. he gave me a spiel the other night that he still loves me and always has done etc....I wanted to give him a huge hug and tell him we'r going to be fine, but I just couldnt.....Im still very cautious and have these mega barriers around me.......*shrugs*
-more on the mark front another time-
Work is work. Im settling in well and getting on with the staff like a house. There are so many backstabbers though, its worrying. the work is hard and non stop. What pisses me more than anything is when a young 30 year old with a car on the drive dials 999 because they have a stomach cramp!!!! grrr
Ive lost about half a stone purely through exercise and not stopping from the minute I start my shift to the end....which is all good of course!
Went to see NIN 10th July and almost done a sex wee when I saw trent!