+/- list fall 2k5

[cheeky_cherry]

Gah this semester has sort of sucked, a lot. Every week there's a new problem to deal with. I feel like I haven't slept in years. And it's not so much a lack of sleep, tho I do think I am deprived. Life has just been so draining. I think it's almost all over now though. Things that were weighing heavily on my mind are finally getting done or sorted out.

+ Last Thursday and no shock
+ Poetic correspondence
+ Burritos
+ Sushi and getting lost
+ Crazy ex-girlfriends
+ Work
+ Finishing a paper
+ Talking to someone who desperately needed talking to
+ Seeing Sadie
+ Plans to watch movies that just turn into talking all night
+ Seeing Sean next Thursday
+ New friends and growing friendships
+ Seeing Carni and the other members of Rue The Day
+ Eating yummy grilled cheese with tofu late at night
+ DC at night at this time of year
+ Falling into bed completely exhausted
+ Color in maybe a month, maybe less if my skin feels like healing quickly
+ Making stencils
+ Getting a new bike
++++ Good friends who are there for me, oof. Thank you!

- Two papers and a project due
- Getting a bullshit letter telling me I'm failing three classes
- My mother saying she doesn't trust me
- Having to stay at my parents house this weekend
- Stupid people
- Not having my shit together
- Missing show after show
- Not eating
- Some other things
- All the bullshit
- So many deaths at one time
- Having so much shit to do that a second job is sort of not an option right now
- Not having money
- Not getting a new computer because of laziness
- Laziness

All in all there is more good than bad and I keep getting caught up in the bad. oof. Not a good idea.