school couldnt go by any quicker if it tried.
k, so last night i took my little sleeping pill things.. they made me pass out for like 2 1/2 hours, then i woke up at like.. 1ish an was WIDE AWAKE til 4am. i just sat there, doing NOTHING and i was sooo awake. REALLY weird. i doubled the dosage because i didnt think they were going to work, so maybe they had like, a weird affect on my body an made me wake up. idk, im gonna take the normal dosage from now on.
so, today was a half day. i didnt even know. i was sooo tired this morning, and i DREAD going to school. i HATE it. its the worst thing ever. but i stayed awake during all my classes, and went to all of them, but i have to catch up on some work that i missed. SUCKS so bad.. i didnt even take any of my work home with me today because i was so sick of school an just wanted to get out. for some reason, i went an got drop out papers from my dean. i told my mom i was dropping out and getting a full time job.... she wont let me. im sure its for the best tho. so tomorrow during first period (swim), im gonna have to try to do my work so my grades dont start to go down. cuz when they do, thats just when i give up an end up failing the fucking class. GOD i hate school so much.
on the other hand, i came home from school, took a nap, an woke up an went an applied to some jobs. i need a fucking job SOOOOOOOOO BAD. its horrible. i hate this. then i got some dunkies (2 boston creme donuts..WOOT WOOT!) and now im home.
tomorrow is going to beee... 68 degrees. i hope its nice an warm.. friday should be 73, so thats even more exciting =) im ready for the weekend already, and ive only been to school 1 time this week, and that was for a half day. =\ im startin to slack.
what is wrong with meee?!
im ready for the weekend. 2 more days to go. thank fucking godddddd