*burp*
heh, i'm bored. out of my mind. why does everyone get so easily pissed off at me? why does everyone think that i'm a big snobby bitch, when they meet me, because i just... am not one of them? Malori told me i shouldn't be human..i actually agree with her. Human beings think at the bottom of the spectrum.. and i have such a higher comprehension than they do. so why do i get punished for it? i think the only person i can relate to anymore is Rouse, just because.. well he actually tries to think before he touches any subject i start. and i love him to death for it. my musikal interests have evolved some lately. i have found DOPESTARSINC and DeadStar Assembly. i made Whitney buy me the Deadsy "Commencement" CD for her birthday. i'm so awesome. LOL. things are just really complicated lately. Wayne came over drunk last night, WITH CHRIS, and mother got angry with him, so he stormed off. then he called 4 times LATE last night, and made me wake her up, just making her even more angry. When will he learn? alcoholism is the suck, i'm glad i can't tolerate any kind of alcoholic beverage, except wine coolers, and they're only, what, 5% alcohol? (*and they're YUMMY!*) ha, Whitney is online, and her away messages say 'go away i really don't want to talk' and 'piss off'... if she didn't want to talk, then she wouldn't be on AIM, AOL, and Yahoo messengers. :-/ silly girl. i think she read my journal.. but i don't care. i still love her, like a little sister. *le sighduck* this is so thoroughly gay *like me!* well, i'ma go chat with Rouse now.
<|3 Ashleigh
<|3 Ashleigh