i was growing into an adult before i stopped halfway and gave up

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I'm seriously becoming a crazy person. Okay, this is a spot for me to make some comments about Cordelia, because she talks too fucking much in ID and I think it's because I have a lot of stuff I want to say about her.

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Freak.

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I don't know. Tada! My painkillers run out today which means I should stop limping any day now. Or week. Or month.

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Which also means that my headaches are gonna come back too.

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I'm not really all that worried, actually? Because this place is hardly demon central so I'm not getting an incoming from the Powers every ten damn minutes.

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Which means less headaches!!

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So like, even when I have them, they are pretty low key. It's still something I can keep on the DL, you know?

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It's kinda relaxing. I mean, it hurts a lot again, but have all those perks of being half demon really didn't work in my favor at the end, right?

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I bet I have a lot more time this way!

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ugh, okay, I want to explain this too. What happened to me that I'm still like this. I used up all my power to see Angel and everybody that last time. Yeah, like it was mostly the Powers work, but you know they don't do nothing for free. So we had a trade. My super fancy abilities for one more day with the friendly mortals (er mostly mortals, sorry Angel). Dying wasn't really a payment cause I was gonna anyway. die, I mean.

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So. However this place works brought me here like that. No special abilities, just Cordelia with some headaches and a killer fashion sense.

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ugh and messed up hair cause of the coma, of course.

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I figure. Eventually Angel is going to notice and ask.

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I bet I could lie about it again. He'd be really mad, but I'd prefer that over other stuff

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Can we change the topic?