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i can't help but hate it here. coming back only made me realize how much i can't stand this place. nothing against the few friends i still have here, but i can't do it. when you come from a lifestyle where you're running around constantly from the moment you wake up, to the moment you go to sleep, to a lifestyle where you sit around all day because the entire town shuts down at 8 pm, it's fucking miserable. the weather's been cloudy since i got here, it's nothing but hot and muggy, and i've only got jeans.
im trying however, to look at the positive. arielle showed me the new anathallo album, which i haven't been able to stop listening to since i got here. also, the new vcr album is being streamed, which i really enjoy alot. i didn't even know their new cd came out, so i need to pick it up. i've also learned to love the act of smoking pot in hot tubs. waking up, and taking a grav out of a volcanoing hot tub is an experience that all should experience at least three times in their lives.
so i think i might be fucked out of 40 bucks. long story short, ill be alot more careful with who i give my money to from now on. i usually see myself as a very trustworthy person, but lately, i dunno what the fuck has been going on, as i seem to be repeatedly getting fucked over...monetarily speaking, at least.
i hope things work out for us with the catch 22 show, although i can't help but wrack my fucking head over it, cause we'd have to sell a fucking shitload of tickets probably, when were just going to be swamped with selling for rbf. they emailed us telling us that we were on tap for this show, and would be confirmed shortly. i really don't like getting booked on these kinds of shows so close to one another, as they really put a fucking vice grip on your balls with ticket sales. as cool as i think it'd be to open this show, and i know we'd get some great exposure from it, i don't want to have the pressure of knowing that we're going to have to sell 100+ tickets.
i can't wait till june 1st. i can come home, shane may be back soon, i get to play shows again, and i can quit worrying about what the fuck im going to do down here.
im trying however, to look at the positive. arielle showed me the new anathallo album, which i haven't been able to stop listening to since i got here. also, the new vcr album is being streamed, which i really enjoy alot. i didn't even know their new cd came out, so i need to pick it up. i've also learned to love the act of smoking pot in hot tubs. waking up, and taking a grav out of a volcanoing hot tub is an experience that all should experience at least three times in their lives.
so i think i might be fucked out of 40 bucks. long story short, ill be alot more careful with who i give my money to from now on. i usually see myself as a very trustworthy person, but lately, i dunno what the fuck has been going on, as i seem to be repeatedly getting fucked over...monetarily speaking, at least.
i hope things work out for us with the catch 22 show, although i can't help but wrack my fucking head over it, cause we'd have to sell a fucking shitload of tickets probably, when were just going to be swamped with selling for rbf. they emailed us telling us that we were on tap for this show, and would be confirmed shortly. i really don't like getting booked on these kinds of shows so close to one another, as they really put a fucking vice grip on your balls with ticket sales. as cool as i think it'd be to open this show, and i know we'd get some great exposure from it, i don't want to have the pressure of knowing that we're going to have to sell 100+ tickets.
i can't wait till june 1st. i can come home, shane may be back soon, i get to play shows again, and i can quit worrying about what the fuck im going to do down here.