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Jun 04, 2007 19:27

I waited for you winterlong.
I'm waiting by the phone. Won't you call me up?
And thats why the call it the blues. Time on my hands, could be time spent with you.
This could be the saddest dusk I've ever seen. My mind is racing, as it always will.
We made it to the moon, but we can't make it home.
Please tell me you're just feeling tired, beacuse if it's more than that, I feel I might break.
But I don't mind, if you don't mind, because I can't shine if you won't shine.
All I wanted was you. I tired to be someone else, but nothing seemed to change.
Whatever happens, I leave it all to chance. Another heartache-another failed romance.
Anyone can make what I have built, and make it better now.
Its crazy, I'm thinking, as long as you're around, I'll be dancing all around.
But you're pushing me off life's good edge.
I want to be the last thing you hear when you go to sleep at night.
But its not right, its not right.
So here's your holiday. Hope you enjoy it this time.
You keep staring at the door. Don't I matter anymore?
And Everything changes if we could conquer the world,
if we could say forever is more then just a word.
And I remember the feeling, when you wrapped your arms around me, and told me that you cared.
Somebody save me.
I'll never let you go, if you promise not to fade away.
Thats something I can never have.
I'm hanging on everyword you're saying. Even if you don't want to speak tonight, thats alright, alright with me.
When I look in your eyes, if you told me this is where heaven is at, you'd be right.
But its not right, its not right.
Nobody said it was easy. Nobody said it would be this hard.
Just wanted to be myself.
I here without you baby. But you're on my lonely mind. I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
What do I have to do to make you love me? What do I have to do to be heard?
And hows it going to be when you don't want me anymore?
I want to believe I will survive, I want to believe it won't be long, if we turn.
I'll start walking your way, and you start walking mind.
I'll go where you will go.
Because round here, we all talk like lions, but sacrifice like lambs.
Would you catch me if I was falling, would you kiss me if I was leaving, would you hold me because I'm lonely without you?
But you wanted more, more than I can bare, more than I can offer for the love that isn't there.
I just want you to know, I found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. A reason to start over new. And the reason is you, I found a reason to show, a side of me you didn't know, a reason for all that I do. And the reason is you.
I'm happy, I'm happy, but that ain't good enough for you.
fter everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become. i tried. i gave up.
throw it away.
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