well...
So what am I supposed to say? I saw him drive by yesterday and I wanted to run my car into him. Well, not really, but since I almost did because I wasn't really looking, the thought later crossed my mind.
Usually when I'm in the car, I just urn the radio up so loud that I won't be able to hear what I'm thinking... it's the only way I can escape it. But lately it hasn't been working. I just end up screaming at the top my lungs until my throat is sore.
I feel like I'm never going to get past this and that is the only thing that I need right now, the only thing I really want to happen.
I'm one of those people that when something needs to get done, it gets done. So it frustrates me that this isn't.
the rodeo was fun. anna and I were idiots, but that's ok.
Usually when I'm in the car, I just urn the radio up so loud that I won't be able to hear what I'm thinking... it's the only way I can escape it. But lately it hasn't been working. I just end up screaming at the top my lungs until my throat is sore.
I feel like I'm never going to get past this and that is the only thing that I need right now, the only thing I really want to happen.
I'm one of those people that when something needs to get done, it gets done. So it frustrates me that this isn't.
the rodeo was fun. anna and I were idiots, but that's ok.