Aug 01, 2005 13:38
Well, I can't say I'm in a state of bliss, but I'm happier than I was before. But if I was in a complete state of bliss, then I'd be ignorant to something, something I already think I know what it is.
Funny how things started, each thinking one couldn't have the other. Even more interesting how things changed, at total random. Terrible how it ended, one refusing to say anything, the other in complete shock. In the beginning of the year it would have been helpful to know that you should never let anyone make you think you don't deserve what you want. But in the end, it's more like never regretting what once made you smile.
Sometimes I wish I could do it all over again, and others I actually face the reality that I can't... and I'm beginning to like those times better.
My life was at total random this year, but I can't lie, I kind of liked it. You had a greater effect on me than I think you knew.
You still do.