Existance
Sometimes the world takes you in mysterous directions. Sometimes forwards, and sometimes back. Sometimes I feel like I'm not going anywhere, and just watching life fly by. I don't want to live my life by random chance. I want to be in control of where I go. For too long have I gone on thinking that if I just give it time, everything I want will come to me. I have started stepping up and taking charge of things and the outcome has been fantastic. I'm happy, I'm on the track I want to be on, I have the life that I've always wanted. The world is a simple place as long as you understand it. I do. I've studied human nature, psychology, polotics, the science of love and relationships, and great feats of the mind. And through all of my studies, and the outcome of my experiments I've realized something. That if you convince yourself of something, like truely being in love, or not being affraid, or not wanting to be sick anymore, that you will believe it. Mind over matter is a marvelous discovery. I've used it to keep from being sick for over a year, to mend relationships between my friends, and to put people on the right track for whatever reason they were off of it in the first place. People tell me that I am such a great person and that I'm so smart. That they need me aound because I complete them. It's not me that they're refering to in the long run. They learn or find a feeling inside themselves that makes them feel that way and because it's new, have to direction of where to point the emotion. That is a self love, coming out in thanks. I see myself as a teacher, a book, a life lesson that I feel needs to be taught. I understand the world, and the people in it. If ever you feel the need of anything, feel free to ask. I carry the burden of humanity already, I am strong, and I am wise. Take care of yourselves and see where life takes you. I'll see you in greener pastures.