"every time you smile it'll only last a while"
hmmm.
i'm so... unsure of things as of late. and not in a way where i can embrace my unsure-edness. in a way that sort of flings me about and makes me all pensive and shit. and it's really hard to put into words, so "talking it out" isn't necessarily what i need right now. i'd just like things to magically become clear, to know what i want, to know where i should be, to know what i want to do. i feel as if i'll i've been doing as of late is realizing what i DON'T want, with very little leading me to find what it is that i DO want.
i'm hoping tomorrow goes well- i'm hopefully restructuring my schedule, and this week i'll hopefully be able to resolve some of the roommate issues (it's simply dreadful. like, horrible.
and if nothing else, ginna is coming to visit tomorrow, so that should make it ok, even if the rest of it sucks.
i'm so... unsure of things as of late. and not in a way where i can embrace my unsure-edness. in a way that sort of flings me about and makes me all pensive and shit. and it's really hard to put into words, so "talking it out" isn't necessarily what i need right now. i'd just like things to magically become clear, to know what i want, to know where i should be, to know what i want to do. i feel as if i'll i've been doing as of late is realizing what i DON'T want, with very little leading me to find what it is that i DO want.
i'm hoping tomorrow goes well- i'm hopefully restructuring my schedule, and this week i'll hopefully be able to resolve some of the roommate issues (it's simply dreadful. like, horrible.
and if nothing else, ginna is coming to visit tomorrow, so that should make it ok, even if the rest of it sucks.