Sep 13, 2004 12:50
i want a sweater. a sweater that i can wear every single day and love every minute of it.
like in that movie with mandy moore, she has that sweater that she wears all the time and people know her for her sweater.
i think i want it because im looking for security. you know when your little you have a blanket or a stuffed animal and you always have it with you and you cant sleep without it and you want to take it in the store with you but your mom makes you leave it in the car. i need something like that again. but that i can "take in the store"
i take so much security in matt, but he cant always be there. its like i have to leave him in the car when mom takes me in the store. ya know? i cant always have his comfort. and though a sweater cant really replace what we have, i think something silly like that will keep me content.
this was a really weird post and probably not necessary. but thats ok.
<3
DC