28 February 1983
WHY ISN'T TODAY OVER WITH?
I have the worst headache.
I don't know why people can't believe that Padraic is just worried about Melisande, because that's what it is. I don't personally know the Marchbanks and I honestly don't know Melisande beyond what Padraic has told me because she's Padraic's friend. I'm not to her, but we're not friends the way she is/was with Padraic.
I don't even know, I just know Padraic is upset because he fought with Melisande and the Marchbanks on her journal. I love Padraic, it's my job as his wife to make sure he's alright. I don't know if he's alright, he's upset. I know that in the eyes of the general public, I shouldn't have an opinion on a pureblood marrying a halfblood because - well it's what Padraic did. But Padraic is different, he dated me while the war was going on and wanted to keep me safe. He did what he had to keep us a secret because he loves me.
There isn't a war anymore and -
It's useless because it doesn't matter what I say people always think the worst of Padraic and suspect he has the worst motives. I apparently missed the really awful thing that he must have done at some point in his life that make people think that. Or perhaps that was marrying me, I don't know.
I'm avoiding Howard although it's shit about Ludo. I want to stop in and say hi to Ludo, I might just take the morning off work one day and stop in the hospital to see if he's alright. I like Ludo. I think he's harmless really, so it's shit that he got knocked in the face, although those things don't happen all that often and apparently Nyx Pontner was right there, I don't know, I was at Puddlemere/Cannons.
I need to get dinner on.
I just wish Melisande would hurry up and change her mind about marrying the Marchbanks.