Mar 14, 2005 21:33
i swear, some times i dont even want to claim her as my mom. she hasnt actively been in my life for around 4 years now except for the phone calls, which to some may seem random, but to me are just when my life seems to be going half way decent. she calls and degrades everything imaginable from my clothes to my attitude..even kevin. kevin seems to pretty much be topic of choice for the past few months. she calls and gets me so fucking pissed off that i just want to sit down and cry as i beat the shit out of something. she drives me absolutely insane because she always tries to make everything ok by saying "oh im so proud of you, youre graduating, youre doing so well in school" GOD i just want to scream at her until my voice is gone.
enough of my rampage, sorry if you didnt need the little insight into my life. and for those of you who know kevin, dont mention this to him...because of course my mom acts like she loves him to death. so im gonna let him think that, it makes him feel good.
the end.