I Will Survive
I guess that in the end, they are just stupid. I don’t know if that is true, or if I just have to keep saying that to make myself feel better about the entire situation. It isn’t like I don’t have other options, as my dad likes to remind me. It just sucks. If they say that they would take me after a semester in college, but they can’t take me now…it just doesn’t make any sense to me. None at all. But what can I do? Just wait until April 1st, and pray that I get into American with a decent amount of scholarship money…and if not there, Indiana and Florida are begging to have me. I just don’t know. And I don’t want to go into a school with the thought “I will just be here for a semester/year, and then I will transfer.” I’m just not the type of person that would go into anything with that sort of attitude. And really, it wouldn’t be such a big deal, it’s just that I expect so much from myself, and I expect so much from my learning environment… Once again, I just don’t know. April 1st isn’t getting here any quicker.
The other night was quite fun. School nights really have no meaning anymore. The fact that I still had 8 people sitting on the couch in my family room at 10:30 PM says it all. It was wonderful to see Danny and Alana. (side note - Alana, thank you so much for taking the time to drive down after Ben backed out, you and Danny made my day.) I worked stuff out with Nate. Mom and I made a good dinner. Life was good. And we watched Dr Suess’ the Cat in the Hat…weird movie.
Lunch this week…met Rabbi Burstein at Barnes and Nobel to make up Sunday school that I have missed. I got the skyline that I had been craving with Dev and Ben on Wed, went to LuLu’s with Rachel on Monday. Have I mentioned that I love double lunch.
In other news...I am a happy girl. Take a wild guess as to the reason...prizes will be awarded ;-)
1 More Sleep until JYG...thank goodness