Without access to true chaos, we'll never have true peace.
'for serious,' i can't wait for college...well the college after college (sccc)
i have 4 in mind as of now:
1. Webster University in St Louis
2. School of the Art Institute of Chicago
3. the Cleveland Institute of Art
4. Minneapolis College of Art and Design
I will be in a place full of open-mindedness, which there is a dangerous lack of in saint charles.
When i'm in art college, everyone will be like me, finding sprawled out dead baby birds a beautiful thing as well.
All of these unique people i'll meet will also suck ass at algebra.
When we have conversations, they won't consist of utter bullshit of nothingness and blah. they will be bright and full of gore and detailed details of detail of detailed details. in detail!
I'll discover that there are guys that exist that won't shun me out of their lives for being 'disgusting and morbid' which is why i live my life alone.
If i decide to eat raw fish, a bagel with guacamole/spaghetti sauce, or a cream cheese sandwich, maybe people will try it instead of instantly puking up their tacos and pbj's and other foods of normality.
wait, yeah. im just a dreamer. scratch out everything i just thought out loud.