Sep 20, 2006 12:30
I had two plates of buscuits and gravy this morning because I won't be eating until after Freshman Seminar. As usual.
I stayed overnight last night in Rochelles room, sleeping on the floor. Mom was actually the one that suggested it...which is weird, but at the same time she says I have the most gas out of all the vehicles and probably wants to conserve it. Melissa gets up every morning at 6:45, so when she left the room to go to work study, I got up off the floor, still wrapped in my sleeping bag and took over her bed. She came back at some point and I was like *caught* heehee. I stayed up too late last night chatting. Who was I talking to?...Brandon in Oregon, Crispy in Cali, and Caleb in his dorm. I was just about to pass out. i'm not used to staying up anymore. I usually go to bed by 11 to 11:30 at the latest. I was up until probably 1. Rochelle was too, but she was still sleeping when I left for class at 8:30. But (and I have no excuse for this) I didn't finish my fundamentals homework. I feel guilty. You don't have to scold me. I'm my own worst critic you know.
Chorale has become my great solace. Today I was sorta down. you know how that goes. Some days you're just walking on sunshine, and others you're just blah despite pleasant weather. Today had been the latter already, but singing fortissimo gets that out. Sometimes stress can be released quite effectively by just belting it.
And right now the only stress that is immediate is that I perform my Italian piece tomorrow. It's just a good thing that I don't have to do Loveliest of Trees also.
Ryan won his first game last night, but struck out when up to bat, says mom. That's saddening.
~Megan
stress,
friends,
chorale,
school,
family