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[checkondre]

so what do you do when you look at hardships and challenges that lay before you? do you take them head-on? do you come up with a plan of action, figure out exactly what you have to do, then take care of it? do you go into it knowing you can pull through? do you do your best to deal with the situation, able to come out knowing you gave it your all? i always thought i could pull through. thats my specialty afterall. put it off till later, do my best when its time, and usually thats at least good enough. usually its more than good enough.

weird, cuz this time i just gave up. its not anything that should really bother me, and soon enough it wont. yes im ok, so please dont ask. the thing is, i dont remember the last time i utterly failed at something. and now i guess im just dissapointed in myself