(no subject)
hA! take that world!
i have a midterm tomorrow and i think its going to ruin me, i had a midterm paper and a homework paper for another class, and i found out an hour ago i have noather paper for another class also due tomorrow. after stressing out about studying for a while, knowing i cant take in all i need to know, and then stresing about the second paper because i have no idea what to do, i am finally done worrying. i was praying a litle bit ago asking for all my knowledge to come back tomorrow on this test-- basically that i can recall and use what i do know, and hope thats enough. but then i got to thinking about all these signs i had today that ill be fine. first, i dont have a book for the class, and i couldnt get one from the library cuz it was checked out. then i went to matts house which is about 20 minuts away...but he told me dont worry, my forte is taking tests unprepared, without studying, improvising....then steve tells me stop worrying because its not like me...and i know how to take tests in general so ill be fine...then i rmembered a conversation with dave earlier about how when we study we do worse tahn when we dont. all this leads me to think im being told ill be fine. and i think i will =) even if i fail, who cares? one little test and how will it affect my life? psh!
so i feel on top of the world right now...i keep thinking about how i want to live better...i want to really live. ima do that i think. so i hope this feeling carries over for a while. i needa remind myself about that.
and i like that people see me as worry-free, and i like that people (at least it seems this way) admire that. and if they dont really admire it, i admire it about myself. i like that personality, and i like that i give off that vibe.
maybe ill ask out the flower girl sometime =)
i have a midterm tomorrow and i think its going to ruin me, i had a midterm paper and a homework paper for another class, and i found out an hour ago i have noather paper for another class also due tomorrow. after stressing out about studying for a while, knowing i cant take in all i need to know, and then stresing about the second paper because i have no idea what to do, i am finally done worrying. i was praying a litle bit ago asking for all my knowledge to come back tomorrow on this test-- basically that i can recall and use what i do know, and hope thats enough. but then i got to thinking about all these signs i had today that ill be fine. first, i dont have a book for the class, and i couldnt get one from the library cuz it was checked out. then i went to matts house which is about 20 minuts away...but he told me dont worry, my forte is taking tests unprepared, without studying, improvising....then steve tells me stop worrying because its not like me...and i know how to take tests in general so ill be fine...then i rmembered a conversation with dave earlier about how when we study we do worse tahn when we dont. all this leads me to think im being told ill be fine. and i think i will =) even if i fail, who cares? one little test and how will it affect my life? psh!
so i feel on top of the world right now...i keep thinking about how i want to live better...i want to really live. ima do that i think. so i hope this feeling carries over for a while. i needa remind myself about that.
and i like that people see me as worry-free, and i like that people (at least it seems this way) admire that. and if they dont really admire it, i admire it about myself. i like that personality, and i like that i give off that vibe.
maybe ill ask out the flower girl sometime =)