Well, I don't think Haruki ever truly believed Kazuki could change. I think, in that sense, he never gave Kazuki enough credit. It annoyed him! But Kazuki wouldn't change and as long as Kazuki didn't change, Kazuki would still be on Haruki's side, no matter what. But Kazuki has changed, has allowed more people into his "inner circle" so to speak.
To be fair to Haruki, Kazuki always assumed that Haruki will never hurt him and always want him no matter what happened. But he just... grew to the point where he realized that he doesn't NEED Haruki to be at his side (as opposed to WANTS Haruki by his side), which I think is the point of contention between them now as they both have different views. Kazuki cares about what happens to others now! Haruki... doesn't! And as Haruki always wanted Kazuki to stay the same, and Kazuki always wanted Haruki not to hurt him and be at his side, those views make being together impossible. EVEN hen Haruki showed a grain of hope by inviting Kazuki to be with him, as much as Kazuki wanted to be, he couldn't do it.
Truuuue. But I think it's just that Haruki and Kazuki just have such set expectations of each other, that when they both defy those expectations... things will never be the same fullstop!
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Also it's kind of hilarious how. Both of them changed, mostly for each other. And neither of them likes it!!
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Haruki. Doesn't like that!
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...lol.
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