imagine me and where i'll never be

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i am sitting on my window ledge listening to the rain. i dont do this often, i really like it.
i binged and purged today, i didnt purge enough..which i think is the worst feeling. its like sometimes my body shuts off and puts food in a vice grip and the more i try the more blood bile and peices of my stomach come up but no food. i was sitting on

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i only get like that when i binge and purge, i cant stand doing it, but sometimes it seems like i cant stand without it. thanks for the check up=]