quality is dead.
i am a grump tonight.
the boy brought up some things he promised we would never have to talk about.
salty.
the gym wasnt as much of a success as i was hoping for.
and my mom is all over my case right now about food.
its frustrating. 1. i want to lose weight
and 2. right now i couldnt eat much more if i wanted to with the tum.
which is a reminder of how much i've fucked my body.
tomorrow i have a late class, so im going to sleep in a bit.
i either see the dietician and therapist tomorrow or thursday..
im weighing myself before i go in..so i kind of hope its tomorrow
i need to know whats going down..or up i guess.
making a nightcap of green tea,colopin, and addarol.
sleeping for forever.