"come back to highschool, we need a good dose of asshole"
today was a whirlwind speed.
woke up and worked out for about a half hour
got ready and went to school.
didnt get much done before my class.
after class i went on about a 20 or 25 minute long walk with someon whom i hope will become a close friend one day.
came home and fought off a binge.
i had my mouth stuffed with cookies and i refused to swallow.
spit it out, took an addarol
did yoga
felt better.
it was community night tonight so i went with one of my good guy friends
he is too sweet.
we went to subway..blah i was hoping for something else but ill take it.
then we went to the show, i saw a lot of my old teachers and friends who are still in school
one of my teachers has a strange instinct to protect me it seems,
he pulled me aside and just said "you are grey, your eyes are glassed over..you arent listening to your doctors"
i told him no worries. more stomach issues, new meds, just got over the flu.
i dont think he bought it.
two others asked me how school was, after my answer they just stared at me and asked how i was.
it made me nervous.
at the bonfire my old class leader handed me a huge cup of hot coco, i didnt want to deal.
he turned around and i dumped it in the trash.
pathetic.
it started to get cold and rainy so me and my friend went to the ice cream shack...when it was cold and rainy?
he got a pumpkin pie wizzard..it looked so good.
i got a baby cone filled with whipped cream..and 'accidenlty' dropped the whole top part of the whip off.
but it was all in all a fun night.
but now i have a paper to fnish..eek.
i shouldnt have taken in so many substances today, i just want to sleep BRAH.
fyi the title of this post was said to me, i was flattered.