Behind your sealed eyes you miss - all that I've done for you. Will you catch me if I run?
You only want what you can't have.
That's how it's always been,
I just never realized.
Loving you never made you love me.
Only when ignored was when you cried.
Never caring about my problems.
You only cared when I lied.
We were beautiful.
We were silk.
The edges of our silk began to fray,
Yet, you never took the time to sew it.
Too much effort.
Too time consuming.
You had better things to do that did not exist.
You wanted to throw it away.
You threw it away.
What a waste.
What a waste of perfection.
What a waste of pure gold.
Although, I was never gold to you.
Your gold is your selfishness.
Your gold is your jealousy.
I will only and always be coal to you.
No matter how wealthy I made you,
It's not the right riches you desire.
All I want is to love someone and have that love in return.
Is that too much to ask?
That's how it's always been,
I just never realized.
Loving you never made you love me.
Only when ignored was when you cried.
Never caring about my problems.
You only cared when I lied.
We were beautiful.
We were silk.
The edges of our silk began to fray,
Yet, you never took the time to sew it.
Too much effort.
Too time consuming.
You had better things to do that did not exist.
You wanted to throw it away.
You threw it away.
What a waste.
What a waste of perfection.
What a waste of pure gold.
Although, I was never gold to you.
Your gold is your selfishness.
Your gold is your jealousy.
I will only and always be coal to you.
No matter how wealthy I made you,
It's not the right riches you desire.
All I want is to love someone and have that love in return.
Is that too much to ask?