Air Force/Mother
Made an appointment to talk to an Air Force recruiter next Tuesday.
See what he has to say and what not.
He said my asthma might be a disquailfier.
Let's hope it's not...
I really want to join.
My mother went completely ape shit yesterday.
She fucking flipped cos we ate the food she brought back from breakfast.
Kicked us out of the house.
Last night when Kei and I came back from church, Lynn and Mom were fighting again.
I know my mother physically assulted Lynn because Kei had to go stop her.
If I find ANY marks on Lynn when she comes home from band, I'm going to have to do something.
I'm sick and tired of her giving me shit like, "The only reason why I'm still alive is because you guys pick me up when I'm down. Blah blah blah. I love you guys more than everything in the world put together! Blah blah blah blah blah."
I'm starting to believe that she's full of lies.
If she says that shit, why does she treat us the way she does?
I tried taking everything she said seriously but nothing, absolutely nothing, adds up.
Sometimes I hate my father for dying.
If he was still here we wouldn't be so fucked up.
My mother wouldn't have been this crazy.
I would so move out and take Kei and Lynn with me if I had the money.
Right now, I don't even have money for food.
I haven't eaten all day...
See what he has to say and what not.
He said my asthma might be a disquailfier.
Let's hope it's not...
I really want to join.
My mother went completely ape shit yesterday.
She fucking flipped cos we ate the food she brought back from breakfast.
Kicked us out of the house.
Last night when Kei and I came back from church, Lynn and Mom were fighting again.
I know my mother physically assulted Lynn because Kei had to go stop her.
If I find ANY marks on Lynn when she comes home from band, I'm going to have to do something.
I'm sick and tired of her giving me shit like, "The only reason why I'm still alive is because you guys pick me up when I'm down. Blah blah blah. I love you guys more than everything in the world put together! Blah blah blah blah blah."
I'm starting to believe that she's full of lies.
If she says that shit, why does she treat us the way she does?
I tried taking everything she said seriously but nothing, absolutely nothing, adds up.
Sometimes I hate my father for dying.
If he was still here we wouldn't be so fucked up.
My mother wouldn't have been this crazy.
I would so move out and take Kei and Lynn with me if I had the money.
Right now, I don't even have money for food.
I haven't eaten all day...